The loneliness is so bad tonight, can't sleep, crying, too late and too cold to go out. It's too quiet here, and empty. I made the mistake of looking at photos of Don, and have been down since then. I knew almost 2 years ago that we would lose him, but I didn't know how very awful it could be. Few people call. I get some emails, but it's not a voice. I don't know how much longer this can go on.
I have to go off my anti-depressant as it's killing my appetite, may as well go off all meds at once. I don't know if I can, I will taper slowly but still it's hard.
God, I miss my husband.
4 hours ago
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