Dec 26, 2011

Blue Christmas

I know you've heard the song, and it speaks true. We had a blue Christmas without our Don. No friends, no family, just us. We ate sausage, eggs & hash browns for dinner. No turkey or ham for us. It's hard for me to get used to cooking for only two.
It isn't Christmas anymore for us, just an empty day. Eddie didn't smile once today. I wish I could take his hurt inside me just to see him happy and smiling. I know he gets so lonely.
Tomorrow I will try and get him out of the house, if nothing else to shop a bit. I have to break the agoraphobia sometime. I tried to keep busy cleaning, and it did take up some of the empty time but it's a huge job, house, garage, shed, basement. So many things to get rid of. Dogs are sad and moping, we all are. 7 weeks now.
We miss you so, love.Merry Christmas, wherever you are. I love you always.

1 comments:

Sober Brat said...

That is such a sad song...sung so beautifully though by the King, Elvis himself!

Don, wherever you are roaming, tap my girl on the shoulder, will you? Whisper in her ear softly like a wee breath....tell her you are still with her.

We all miss you, Don. All of us. I am so thankful you came into my life though through your loving wife. I am a better friend today because of you.

Doc, I love you, girlfriend. <3

Glad to see ya!