I have decided to shake things up a bit in the way I do things, and hope that makes a difference. New bedtime, late, because I can't sleep. New grocery store where we didn't shop together, different foods.
Some people have told me it's time to move on, get on with my life. He WAS my life, how do I do that? I cry when I talk about him, but it always seems to come down to that.
Keep busy, if I can. Evenings are terrible. Lonely and empty and very long.
I am not ready to face happy Christmas shoppers. We won't celebrate it this year, and I don't feel the spirit of the season without him.
I am lost.
1 day ago
1 comments:
Sounds like you have a plan. Good. Plans are most excellent. I usually make a couple in case one doesn't work. :) Yeah. I wish I was that smart. I love you, girlfriend. Keep your pluck: you may not want to hear it but you are stronger than you know. Look at all you have endured and overcome in your lifetime. It is always okay to feel, whatever emotion it may be, good bad indifferent. My shoulder is always free for you, darlin'. Use me up! <3
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