Finding a new normal

He's gone. We have to face that and go on, and find a new normal for us. I will never stop loving him or missing him. But our lives must go on, in spite of our loss and lonliness. We will be going out to pick out the stone next week with the help of our best friend Gary, and maybe that will help. He needs to be honored the best way I can, he was an amazing man. The best thing that I can do for him now is try and pull myself up and go on, take better care of myself so I can care for our son.
Goodnight, my only love. Rest in God's warm embrace and know how much I love and miss you.